Where the Hell's my TRUST!!

Sigh!
it's been in my mind all the time...
FARK!!
even worst when 2day U WERE WITH CHLOE...
SIGH

dunno why...
then stupid sms keep appearing in my mind....
sigh...
sometimes i really feel like u still like her alot...
ugh....

sigh....
sigh......
i AM SO FREAKIN JEALOUS!!!
ah....
in my mind dunno wad u are doin behind my back...
sigh..............................

take bath so so so so so so so so so so so long!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T
half hour and more...

dunno wad u doin >.<

sigh........
then after that when i free u go play cards pulak....
sigh........
sigh...
then eat things....
then usually play cards cannot leave until end of game...
but these 2 days u keep can leave early.....
wonder if u really playing anot..... ugh... dunno la....
aiz.... vy vy wonder... dunno is on call with others anot...

also nt the 1st time she look for other gals behind her back....
ugh.....

so dunno why i JUST CANT TRUST!!!!!!!!!!
sigh...