Emo =(

I'd wish you would never give up, never give in to ur mum no matter how harsh her words are

indeed,
i dont really like her style.... her mind is all about money... and she is sinful
her words... dont have to say, yeah... i hate her very much...
she thinks she's all that... but when it comes to the time... she will be proved is is NOTHING

she claims to be a Christian, but sometimes, i feel that it becomes a refuge for her to feel NOT guilty about her wrong doings...
she has done many things that are against God's word... mayb she dont realise?
well i  am not sure... i really cant help to alter her thoughts much...  deeply in my heart... i know the lord in guiding me every step i take... Yes, He always will be... he has his plans... mayb he sent me here to help change m
suk ing's mum... but.... is it really within my power to change her?

maybe i am really kinda stressed out with all the exams and wadsoever
yeah... i am....

last nite i was very dissappointed when you said you would bother to fight for if ur mum insist that you dont study anymore... i was really very very very very very very disappointed....
I did so much and i hope that you would do ur part .... just to secure urself a future... not for me.... i do so much for u ... but have i really ever ask much in return?
sigh....

i dont ask u to go against ur mum for no reason... it is ur education
not play
it's ur future.... but if u are happy enough to give in... so be it... i cant help either... and please be happy to listen to ur mum's commands... be a maid... marry a rich guy... and be happy... and let ur mum receive loads from ur hubby every month... then ur mum will be the happiest person in the world... and u'll might just be the most pathetic person in the world...
but bare in mind... when u decide to listen to ur mum's commands... i will leave u... coz u have wasted my every effort on u... and i cannot continue to ... because i have my duties to my life and my family....
yet, i will still love u deeply... but i will not stand with disappointment...
i will leave, i will run.....

i am a coward...